It's been a week I got sick. It's not a big thing, it's only influenza and anemia. So... today is the 5th day I've been told to "rest" but I can't relax while my brain keep arranging my schedule for tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow... "what if I can't do it tomorrow?" "what if something happen when I'm asleep?" "what if there is no tomorrow!?" plan B, plan C... plan Z...

why I'm being like this?

the semester is almost end and there is only one assignment left to finish. There is no reason for me to depressed but... why I'm always feeling that time is really short?

I leave my assignment and tablet alone for few days now and trying to relax because the fact that headache always attacks me every time I touch them. My lip says relax but my brain and body didn't do it...

My body and brain is just like a computer that can't be shut down... Do you know a way to fix this?

Anyway, I'm sorry that I didn't open commission on 21st just like I promised. I'll have to open it next month. I need time... to... ugh... rest?